Numerous people have asked me this question and the answer is simple – BECAUSE I CAN.
I love running. I love racing. I love the marathon. To be honest, if you would have asked me a year ago if I ever would be interested in completing an ultramarathon I would have said “H” to the “E” to the “double hockey-sticks” NO! Then, the Marine Corps Marathon happened. That race transformed how I view my running ability, potential and boosted my self-confidence. My goal was to run a sub 4:00 that morning and I came in at 3:39:45. I not only beat my marathon PR by over 40 minutes, but I qualified for the Boston Marathon too. I can tell you it was one of the greatest feelings I have ever experienced.
So why not just try to improve my marathon time instead of going the ultra-route? Like I said – BECAUSE I CAN. There are times where I take my good health for granted. My body can endure a lot and I recover fast. To me, it is about pushing my body to what I thought was the limit, then taking it one step further. That makes me feel alive. Some people call this the endorphin-effect, I call it my all-natural Xanax. It is the allure of trying something that tests my body, tests my mind, and is a good way to delve into my true self and see what I am made of.
I think of the people who can not run but would like nothing more than to feel the wind in their hair as they move swiftly along the trail or long to feel the beautiful discomfort of mile 16, 32, 45,… I feel so lucky and fortunate to be able to experience these things.
I am scared. I will not deny that. This training schedule in front of me scares the bejeeebies out of me. Back to back 20+ mile runs? What if I get hurt? What if this makes me hate running? What if a mountain lion eats me on the trail? Ha. But, if there was not a little fear or risk involved, would it even be worth doing? That is a big, fat – NOPE.