To be honest, I am feeling a little blahh. Physically, I feel just fine. Mentally, I am emotional, cranky, scared, scattered, anxious and excited. I am 5 days out from the JFK 50 mile race and I am sure all these feelings are pretty typical. I just need to keep myself busy. Besides concentrating on sleep, hydrating and eating clean, I am going to pamper myself a bit this week and catch up on things I have been neglecting. I have a hair and nail appointment as well as a 30 minute massage scheduled for the evenings this week. Someone asked me, "Aren't you supposed to pamper yourself AFTER the race to reward yourself?" Oh yes, and I fully intend to do that, but I think I deserve a little reward at this point too.
TOTAL MILES WEEK 15 : 41.71 miles
11/7 (Monday) - Gym - 5:32am
I slept hard last night, going to bed a little later then I hoped. We are going to nip that in the bud right now. I will be in bed by 9 pm every night until the JFK race. I don't want to start that race tired or sore.
11/8 (Tuesday) 5:42am - 7 miles
I love that it is light out by 6:15am. I kind of like the first half of my run in the dark, but watching the sun rise makes for a good start to the day. I ran 7.02 miles out and back from Old Town towards Belle Haven. It was very quiet on the trail today. I passed 3 runners on the tail end of the run and about 5 cyclists. Even though it was fairly "warm" - about 45 degrees - there was an icy feeling in the air which made me wish I had worn gloves. My last several runs by myself, I have worn my watch just for kicks to see how slow I am actually moving. It's funny. Whether I run 14 miles or 7 miles my average pace stays at 8:32. No matter how hard I push it, or even if I try to slow down - it ends up being 8:32. I guess my body is comfy there.
11/9 (Wednesday) 6:15am - 5.44 miles
If I don't have everything set out and ready to go in the morning before I head to the gym, I tend to dilly-dally. That's what happened today but it wasn't a big deal because I only had 5 miles to run. I managed to crank out this run on the treadmill at an average 8:16 pace. I decided to flip back in my training log to see what I ran a year ago today. I ran 4.01 miles in 29:51 on the Mt. Vernon trail towards DCA. That is a 7:26 per mile pace and I remember feeling really good after that run too. I was still in BQ Bliss after MCM. Ha. I can't wait to start training fast again.
I love that it is light out by 6:15am. I kind of like the first half of my run in the dark, but watching the sun rise makes for a good start to the day. I ran 7.02 miles out and back from Old Town towards Belle Haven. It was very quiet on the trail today. I passed 3 runners on the tail end of the run and about 5 cyclists. Even though it was fairly "warm" - about 45 degrees - there was an icy feeling in the air which made me wish I had worn gloves. My last several runs by myself, I have worn my watch just for kicks to see how slow I am actually moving. It's funny. Whether I run 14 miles or 7 miles my average pace stays at 8:32. No matter how hard I push it, or even if I try to slow down - it ends up being 8:32. I guess my body is comfy there.
11/9 (Wednesday) 6:15am - 5.44 miles
If I don't have everything set out and ready to go in the morning before I head to the gym, I tend to dilly-dally. That's what happened today but it wasn't a big deal because I only had 5 miles to run. I managed to crank out this run on the treadmill at an average 8:16 pace. I decided to flip back in my training log to see what I ran a year ago today. I ran 4.01 miles in 29:51 on the Mt. Vernon trail towards DCA. That is a 7:26 per mile pace and I remember feeling really good after that run too. I was still in BQ Bliss after MCM. Ha. I can't wait to start training fast again.
11/10 (Thursday) - 5:54am - 9.01 miles
I was thinking it was going to be colder on the Mt. Vernon trail than it actually was this morning. It was muggy too. Yes, muggy on 11/10 even though it was in the 40s. Weird. This race is starting to become more real to me as I start thinking about logistics. My brain is starting to get into race mode which means I feel really scattered. I am feeling a like I don't have everything under control. I am dropping the ball in some areas of my life and forgetting some silly things. I am feeling more emotional and sensitive. Things are annoying me a little more and I am more apt to snap. I just need to close my eyes and take some deep breathes.
I was thinking it was going to be colder on the Mt. Vernon trail than it actually was this morning. It was muggy too. Yes, muggy on 11/10 even though it was in the 40s. Weird. This race is starting to become more real to me as I start thinking about logistics. My brain is starting to get into race mode which means I feel really scattered. I am feeling a like I don't have everything under control. I am dropping the ball in some areas of my life and forgetting some silly things. I am feeling more emotional and sensitive. Things are annoying me a little more and I am more apt to snap. I just need to close my eyes and take some deep breathes.
11/11 (Friday) - Rest Day
I wanted my legs fresh for Richmond so I did nothing.
11/12 (Saturday) 7:30am - 13.26 miles - Richmond Half Marathon
I originally signed up for the full marathon but after MCM, I asked myself - Why? There is no training benefit for me to run a a marathon a week before my 50 miler. So, I switched to the 1/2 at the expo. It was a good decision. It was a pretty race. Freeeeezing at the beginning. My toes and hands were frozen until about the 4 mile mark. Frozen as in numb. I thought there was something wrong, but eventually the feeling a came back. The course was flat for the most part. I got scared last night when I went downtown to meet my best childhood friend, Dana, for dinner and saw these ridiculous inclines throughout the city. I finished in 1:48:40. It's not a PR, but that wasn't what I was going for. My next 1/2 marathon will be though :-) My splits looked ok. You can tell I was starting to lose steam around Mile 8, but it came back shortly after.
I wanted my legs fresh for Richmond so I did nothing.
11/12 (Saturday) 7:30am - 13.26 miles - Richmond Half Marathon
I originally signed up for the full marathon but after MCM, I asked myself - Why? There is no training benefit for me to run a a marathon a week before my 50 miler. So, I switched to the 1/2 at the expo. It was a good decision. It was a pretty race. Freeeeezing at the beginning. My toes and hands were frozen until about the 4 mile mark. Frozen as in numb. I thought there was something wrong, but eventually the feeling a came back. The course was flat for the most part. I got scared last night when I went downtown to meet my best childhood friend, Dana, for dinner and saw these ridiculous inclines throughout the city. I finished in 1:48:40. It's not a PR, but that wasn't what I was going for. My next 1/2 marathon will be though :-) My splits looked ok. You can tell I was starting to lose steam around Mile 8, but it came back shortly after.
Split | Time | Distance | Avg Pace |
|---|---|---|---|
| Summary | 1:48:40.9 | 13.26 | 8:11.7 |
| 1 | 8:19.2 | 1.00 | 8:19.3 |
| 2 | 8:18.4 | 1.00 | 8:18.5 |
| 3 | 8:11.2 | 1.00 | 8:11.4 |
| 4 | 8:06.9 | 1.00 | 8:07.0 |
| 5 | 8:08.7 | 1.00 | 8:08.8 |
| 6 | 8:17.4 | 1.00 | 8:17.6 |
| 7 | 8:12.3 | 1.00 | 8:12.4 |
| 8 | 8:26.1 | 1.00 | 8:26.2 |
| 9 | 8:17.6 | 1.00 | 8:17.6 |
| 10 | 8:18.2 | 1.00 | 8:18.2 |
| 11 | 8:09.1 | 1.00 | 8:09.1 |
| 12 | 8:12.3 | 1.00 | 8:12.4 |
| 13 | 7:48.8 | 1.00 | 7:48.9 |
| 14 | 1:54.1 | 0.26 | 7:14.6 |
11/13 (Sunday) 10:30am - 7 miles
I was so excited and so ready to go to bed at 10pm last night and sleep in today. But as I was getting ready for bed, I got a phone call, chatted some, then I decided to answer some emails, then do a few quick chores...before I knew it, it was midnight. I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow, which rarely happens. I didn't wake up until 7am, but quickly fell back asleep until 8:30am...then 9am...I was still in bed at 9:30am! Ugh. Remember earlier this fall when I would be finishing up a 20 miler by 9:30am? I felt like I slept my morning away. It made me cranky. It made me feel like a slug. Then, I opened up facebook and twitter reading about everyone's awesome PRs at Richmond and the Veteran's Day 10K. That is sooooo cool, but I couldn't help but have a little pity party for myself. I want a new PR. I want to run fast again. Sigh. It was hard to lace up the shoes, but I did and ran 7 miles at my 8:32 pace. Yawn. I never regret a run, but the endorphins were not flowing today. The good news for the day though? The 7 day forecast is out and 50 mile race day weather looks pretty perfect!
I was so excited and so ready to go to bed at 10pm last night and sleep in today. But as I was getting ready for bed, I got a phone call, chatted some, then I decided to answer some emails, then do a few quick chores...before I knew it, it was midnight. I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow, which rarely happens. I didn't wake up until 7am, but quickly fell back asleep until 8:30am...then 9am...I was still in bed at 9:30am! Ugh. Remember earlier this fall when I would be finishing up a 20 miler by 9:30am? I felt like I slept my morning away. It made me cranky. It made me feel like a slug. Then, I opened up facebook and twitter reading about everyone's awesome PRs at Richmond and the Veteran's Day 10K. That is sooooo cool, but I couldn't help but have a little pity party for myself. I want a new PR. I want to run fast again. Sigh. It was hard to lace up the shoes, but I did and ran 7 miles at my 8:32 pace. Yawn. I never regret a run, but the endorphins were not flowing today. The good news for the day though? The 7 day forecast is out and 50 mile race day weather looks pretty perfect!

Hah! My Garmin actually read 13.26 as well!
ReplyDeleteI think you shouldn't beat yourself up for no PR when you weren't shooting for one. Your prize lies ahead of you.
Nice job! I'm feeling very anxious as well, and its not helping that I have a super busy week coming up and will be missing some sleep! Great job on your last full week of training, and glad you enjoyed the half marathon! You'll be doing speedwork again before you know it.
ReplyDeleteNice job on the pacing for your half marathon. The fact that your splits were so close to each other is a good sign. You just need to slow it down a bit and do the same thing next weekend...50 times! ;-)
ReplyDeleteDar I ask about goal times/pace?
Nothing wrong with a little pampering - you deserve it! I treated myself to a pedicure on Friday, which was probably silly because I am sure it will be ruined by the 50 miler. :) I am so excited that the weather forecast is looking good!!
ReplyDeleteHope you get lots of rest these last few days. I can't even begin to imagine the nerves!
ReplyDeleteGood luck this weekend and congratulations on Richmond! I didn't know you were running!!
ReplyDeleteYes! You're next half WILL be a PR!!! Have you thought which one you plan on doing?
Wow, great job on the half! I'm feeling pretty much the same as you and I can't wait for Saturday to get here!
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